One of the hardest things for me to get over is the idea of someone bad mouthing me, especially when it’s someone I cared about.
As I lay up in my bed I think about all the things that “Last Guy” could be saying about me right now. I know he’s telling ppl I’m crazy and a huge drama queen. He’s prob speaking badly about and blaming me for everything!
The worst part about it is that people are probably going to believe him too! Which makes me really upset. At times like these I have to repeat to myself a quote I heard Mya Angelou say “What you think of me is none of my business”. Basically why worry about something that you have no control of. They can think and well possibly in this case say what they feel about you…that doesn’t necessarily make it true. Especially if your good character speaks for itself.
So it’s like at the end of the day…I know who I am, and what I’ve done. I know my rights and wrongs…and I know when I’ve done too much or let my emotions get the best of me. My family and closet friends also know the true me…so why worry about what someone who is a minute character in your life has to say about you!
I don’t know much…but I know that if I let every negative thing said about me affect me…I would have only defeated myself!
~Sent from my iPhone~