So can you guys believe its damn near the end of the freaking year? Where did 2014 go…LIKE WHERE…like it was just New Years, and then it was my 29th birthday…and now here it is November? I have like 3 weeks left in my Fall semester and I just started to plan my 30th birthday for next year. I mean it’s crazy to think I’ll be 30 in February and I feel like my life is just starting for real.
Last year at 28 I decided to go back to college, early this year at 29 I got asked to do my first modeling gig, and then to join a weekly local internet radio show. Like how blessed am I right now? I even quit my full time job to focus on school, with the support of some of the most important people in my life. Granted I’m broke and only working 20hrs per week at LUSH Cosmetics, but I love where I work and I’m happy.
I’ve been so fucking happy recently that I’m not even stressing over my current non existent love life, with so much blessings going on around me why beg a dude to stick around you know? But anyway I don’t want to brag but this is the happiest I’ve been in a long time, and coming from where I’ve been that’s saying a lot. I’ve been doing so well that I’ve been openly talking about my depression/anxiety and how I overcame some touch emotional battles I had within myself. I wouldn’t say that I’m 100 but I’m definitely getting closer everyday to where I want to be. I’m proud of myself.
Only thing right now I would complain about is my financial situation, being that I’m back in school full time I quit my job and only work 20 hours a day at my part time job. This is the scariest thing I’ve ever done. Not only am I only bringing around $300 home every two weeks, but I also no longer have health benefits. With me having Rheumatoid Arthritis losing my insurance was taking a huge gamble but I’m really stepping out on faith and trying to follow my dreams of working in media…so it’s a gamble I’m wiling to take. But it’s definitely stressful!
But enough of the negative stuff, as you guys may notice the site looks a little different, and as some weeks go by it will change some more. I’m currently working on getting my blog site back up and running, which meant for me to change the appearance of it. But I’m doing all of it right now by myself until I can save up enough money to actually pay someone to design it for me. But yeah, thank you to everyone who’s subscribe to my blog still…even though I have basically abandoned it. Especially the few who have followed this blog for the past few years, I appreciate you guys very much.
Well it’s late and I need to get to sleep. I spent the whole day once I got out of class dedicated to editing video for the radio show. I also can’t really sleep cause I’m thinking about a certain person (lol)! But yeah, I will have some new post up and two videos from the radio show up.
Bye Yinz Guys!