2015…what can I say? Only half way through the year and I feel like I have been through a lifetime of positive events. Learning to let go and let live, to ignore your enemies and to see the greatness in not only others, but also the greatness that is myself.
This year I’ve prayed more these past 6 months then I have all together in my whole adult life. But this time around my prayers have been more like “Thank You’s” to show gratitude for everything that I have…and not “Why Me’s” and filled with sorrows and regrets like previous years. I’ve gained friendships and lost some as well, but I don’t regret a thing.
I’ve learned to stand up for myself without second guessing and after last year I’ve been bold in speaking my truth. For some these are skills that may have been learned early on…but I like the pace that I grow. I like the way I feel, so full of emotions. I like that I get my feelings hurt so easily and I like the I love so hard…theses are all traits that have made me…ME.
I’m still working on myself…this year I hope to gain more patience. More patience when dealing with others, with life, with work, with love and MOST importantly more patience when dealing with ME…MYSELF. I want to learn to be proud in boasting and allowing myself to feel accomplished and say “I’m Trying” or “I Did It” and not feel guilty. To not be embarrassed in knowing I’m good…and I’m getting even better.
Turning 30 has been such an eye opener for me, I couldn’t ask for anything more…yet I know the best has yet to come. So rather it’s now, tomorrow or later…this year has been good to me. 2015…so far…so good.