Spring Cleaning…

***I’m doing this post from my iPhone. I had to get this out, so if it seems rush or if there are any grammar mistakes or misspelled words…that’s why! Lol!***

Today while I’m sitting here at my juror summon…waiting for this long process to be over…I did a little thinking. 

I’ve been going thru it with a couple of different personal issues. All of which have been bringing me down spiritually. I’m starting to lose my happiness…and I’m stating to forget what it’s like not to be miserable.  

So today…while I sit in this court-house, I’ve decided that I’m going to get rid and let go of a lot of stuff before the summer starts. Somewhat of an emotional “Spring Cleaning”! 

First thing on the agenda: Stop all communications with my ex, it’s unhealthy. And well if he won’t commit to me now after dating off and on for the past 7 years…he never will! 

Second: Let go off all regret…ALL OF IT! 

Third: Stop checking his Twitter…lol(more than 1 person)

Forth: Stop trying to prove a point…shit will happen on it’s on! I have this habit that when I get hurt, dumped etc…I want to show them what they’re missing by shoving all of my glory in their face. And honestly…it’ll will happen without me forcing it.

Fifth: Stop crying at night. Night time is when I do my most crying, worrying and negative thinking. STOP IT!

Sixth and final thing: Stop apologizing for who I am. I’m loud, goofy, confident and I do my own thing. I don’t follow trends and I don’t follow the masses. I’m emotional and I wear my heart on my sleeve. I’m loving and I always want to make people happy. I’m sloppy and lazy. I’m stubborn and I can sometimes be mean. I’m trustworthy and dependable. I’m a shopaholic and I suck at saving money. I’m am ALL of this and more…and I’m NOT SORRY! 

*whew* So yeah, that’s it. Once again feels good to get all of this out. 

So, what’s your story? How will you be “Spring Cleaning”?


My Super LATE New Year Resolutions…

I know it’s kind of late to be starting a “New Years Resolution List” but I figured it would be better LATE then NEVER. I also thought by posting it on here it would kind of remind me of what I have to do…as well keep me accountable for it, being that the majority of my readers are close friends and family so I’m sure they will remind me of my goals.

  1. Start & Finish 5 books this year and at least one novel.
  2. Reach my 100th post
  3. Start my new project
  4. Submit my work
  5. Take more pictures & get them developed
  6. Go on vacation
  7. Date around
  8. Get septum repierced
  9. Drink at least 2 bottles of water a day
  10. Get nipples pierced and at least 1 new tattoo
  11. Finish Harley Quinn tattoo
  12. Dedicate more time to spend with mom
  13. Go to NYC for the 1st time
  14. Spend a week in DC
  15. Save more money
  16. Laugh everyday
  17. Never go to bed angry
  18. Get more friends…espcally MALE friends, they are super clutch and hard to find
  19. Stop worrying about things I can’t change

So yeah…there you have it….Wish Me Luck!!!

My 26th Birthday Wish List…

For all of you who don’t know…my 26th birthday is coming up February 13th to be exact. And while I have said on twitter that really all I want is Balloons, Flowers, a giant Cookie Cake and to spend the day with Friends Family and the Ex…I do have a wish list of things I would like to get on Sunday. Continue reading “My 26th Birthday Wish List…”